Semestered.

I discovered myself on the verge of a usual mistake
WaltWhitman
youknew.

I added ed.

shrug for train.

How do you deal everyday? She asks.
she shrugs.
when she doesn't even know herself
my brain responds.
as my heart has begun to respond.
Its doing like they all do.
Following.
It told me.
this brain

I train my brain that she doesn't mean anything she says.
it protects the heart that way
its the only way she knows.
she lost the other options.
she knows no other way.
trains.

Q.

I love when someone asks me a question
I can't answer right away.
It makes me think.
I like being made to think.
Then a lil tinsy scandalous part of me...
Hates when someone asks me a question I can't answer right away.
Because I can't answer right away.

-Cast back it says.

-I decided I hate fringes on them rugs. Uglyfoolishness. It doesn't go for vacuums.
-Ma neck doesn't like to turn an check my blindspot while driving. Its worried bout its pain.
-Christmas is upon us.
-I found out I will be leaving the country again.
-The singing Christmas clock in the living room just went off. It is Christmas
-Where is all the rice. I need some
-I screamed when I heard a maraca-less spanish song on the radio.
-Eggnog is bae
-Adele makes me cry

Tired

Adjective

1.Exhausted, as by exertion; fatigued or sleepy:
   a tired runner
2. Weary or bored (usually followed by of):
    tired of the same food every day.
3. Hackneyed; stale, as a joke, phrase, or sermon.
4. Informal. Impatient or disgusted:
     You make me tired.

Tired of being tired she said.
How many times have you been tired? In your whole life.
This isn't sleep tired. Forgit that
Don't we just get tired of everything eventually?
Tired of sick.pain.hurt.people.places.life.
Etcetera.
Tired of it. all.
When was the last time you were tired of laughing.
hhdfbkarusaksfna., or the last time.
or the last time you didn't love something just good plain lovely.
like pancakes. or snow. or the red leaves.
but do those last? Do we run out of it all eventually?
I mean I would love to believe pancakes were forever.
I could never believe one day I'll be tired of it.
But from my side of the world, it 'pears as though.
Everyone just gets tired of everything.
What will not make us tired of being tired?
What do you have that won't make you eventually?
I don't want to be tired of it all.
Actually... do we even know what its like not to be tired?
Have we ever really experienced true awake-ness to this all
Are we a sort of hazed over life livers and never knew the difference?
Are we all tired of it without knowing.