Monday, May 16, 2016

heardit.knowit.heartit.

Ask a poet and he will say all he has is words.
Don’t believe him,
He has a universe inside his mind.
And when he says all he can give you is his words,
don’t believe him.
Because these are the fragments of his heart.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

people see people

I love learning about people, and how they think, and especially how they view life.
Cause its all different. Its different than myself, the way I am, and than the way I see life.
And its good for the brain and the heart to see these things. realize these things
Too many times of seeing a person and thinking how incredibly insane they appear
because they appear as if they hardly think deeply about actual life.
Yet, there you are sitting in your seat looking at them through your own eyes and view of life.
And maybe when you get the chance (or maybe actually give them the chance)
your mind (and heart) are finally opened to see and understand the whys about a person.
And see the way they view life. Whether its because they've been through a hell you never knew about, or whether its because they don't even know why themselves.
Being opened and let in to someones elses life... is a privilege, a struggle, a blessing, a changing view, a burden, a help, a closeness, a form of trust, a vulnerability, a hurt, a friendship, a bond, a power,'
an understanding, a some many things.
and its just one of the hardest things to do and be in life.
be true. honest. open. vulnerable. trusting.
because people hurt. and hurt people hurt people.
but it becomes easier to be a numb robot than a vulnerable human.
but its our choice too
so when I finally realize in a moment that someone is opening just a tiny part of themselves
I want the whole world to stop and freak out about it and just sit and listen
because I know how hard that is for myself
and its probably just as hard for them too
so just stop and set people and their hearts at the top
cause there's nothing worse than everyone continually, daily closing up to everyone.
thats whats made this world the way it is
so quit being it.
value the little feelings and questions and seemingly over emotional and dramatic cries and attitudes
cause its all little evidences from a someones heart in pain or joy or despair or hope or everything

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

fumly

We talked about the meaning of what this has meant.
Its a long long story.
It might be as long as my life, but its longer even.
As long as our parents lives.
But still even longer.
Even they might not realize how much longer it was before that.
Everyone was connected.
I to my parents, to their parents, to their parents, to their parents.
And it made each of them who they were.
And it makes each of us who we are now.