is it morning?

How do we know it's morning if the sun doesn't rise?
How do we know we have a heart if we don't feel anymore?
How do we stay alive when we forget how to breath?
How do we sleep if we're afraid of our dreams?
How do we remember when we taught ourself to forget?
How do we forget when we're trying to remember?
How do we know the waters ready if the kettle doesn't whistle?
How would you know you're a runner if your legs were cut off?
How do you know its love if it isn't love?

Q. felt funni, might delete later

I'm sorri yall.
The Question app asked so I answered.
you're welcome

Q. WHY ARR YOU STILL SINGLE?                               (so who told this app I'm single first of all?)
@the couples doing couply things who want you to have some1 so you'll stop 3rd wheeling (wont stop sorri), the girls 5yrs younger than me with boifrnds (unnecessary really), anyone from South America who thinks white means $$ and green-card, Mom trying to advertise she has an old maid available, siblings who try to be funny (I'm funnier sorri), friends, Nick from Walmart, Naz the Indian, the parent generation who thinks online-dating is of the Lord

(these are sorts of responses I say to the above people OR (the catch) people say of me)
you decide. (just remember what you decide may not be truth)

cause I'm the queen and everyone else is the sorry people

cause I don't talk to bois

cause I don't know any good bois 

cause I (people think) don't open up to ppl (lies)
cause I don't open up (easily) to ppl (some of you are dumb. so yes)

cause I travel and don't stay in the same place long enough to get to knows anyones (worthit)

cause ppl don't like girls with blonde hair from big families (haha more than one idiot has said this)

cause I'm a strange weirdo why would you date mi (I would date me if I found me in someone else)       (wait what?) Explanation: ppl arent good weird or strange anymore. If they are its the creepy kind
cause bois are creepy strange and creepy weird
cause bois arent as interesting as I am (see above^) (how can they compete rly where are the options)

cause I don't think anyone would actually (actually) date me (lus be real)

cause I'm opinionated about my opinions (and everyone else's)
cause I don't give the bois I already know a chance (cause they don't need it)
cause I can't text good enough for people (lame excuse rly find another way)
cause I don't give anyone a chance (give me a reason to lolz) Jk I'm not heartless

cause I'm stubborn (ehh)

cause I don't know any gud bois to like (true)

cause bois are immature (holycrap true)
cause I'm immature (debatable but likely true.. take this post for example)
cause there are no beautiful bois for my eyes to behold

cause bois don't know how to talk to girls (thats really all there is to say)

cause bois are scarrddy fraddy cats (gosh SO scared its freakin annoying. werk up sum nerve kid)

cause my family is scary for fraddys to handle (understandable)
cause I don't take a lot verr seriously (almost never)

cause I'm mean and don't take bois seriously (even less)
cause I talk verr sarcastic allz the time & bois don't get it (never)
cause bois don't get much (over their heads)
cause these responses are repetitive
cause I talk in incorrect english and its hard to understand
cause I'm vurr gud @ maykin uhp wurhds & phr8ses & cpeleng thet peepull caint uhndurstuand

please note the entire post is of chiste (jokes)
and not to be taken into your next therapy session talk you try to have with me
(I am confidently okay as much as you may think I'm not)

¿me entiendes?

me siento tan vacío por algo que no se si existe
me siento un temor y no se como calmarlo
me siento que a veces no me siento nada