Ey laska

Would it be foolish to say sometimes i miss the words sadness give you?
Would it be foolish to say sometimes i miss sadness because of the words it gives you?
I've always loved the words Alaska pulls out of me
I was wondering where they were the first week and remembering my last few years here and all the good things it brought
Unfortunately I won't run into my freckled friend missing his toes in Fairbanks,
he was a hoot and good person to accidentally run into.
I dont understand how times change so quickly and seemingly easy a persons perception of someone stays so much the same.
I cried on the drive into work and what good would that be
to show up at a construction site already crying with the 30yr work-worn-in men
to wonder what a small crying girl is doing on their site today.
It has nothing to do with the job and everything thing to do with last nights conversation
RTB calls me lil-willy on the job.
Funny how the same comment, but from two different people
can mean completely opposite things.
One can be a compliment and another an insult
Depending on ones experience with said person.
In this case it can be taken as a compliment
And I'm thankful for that now
Would you leave someone over not having hot water?
Someone you've made a commitment to?
Pledged your life to?
But no hot water could break you that quickly?
The sad part is knowing it could be true.
Seeing in their character of lack thereof, that they would leave over hot water.
And how sad that must be to be in a commitment with someone whos words could be so easily forgotten 
over whether or not your shower is cold or hot.
In sickness or in health
In richer or poorer
Til death do us part
To my knowledge, nobody has died from a cold shower in the morning
In fact over half of the worlds normalcy is to shower in cold water.
Is he sad to be married to someone who might leave over something so frivolous?
Who doesnt share your past or share their own with you.
Who doesnt meet your kids or know your deepest secrets.
Doesnt share your bank account or their car or your kids.
Who doesnt know your culture and history.
I dont know, but how can it not be sad to be married to someone you can't share your all with?