La year en Michigan.

Couple things bout bein in Michigan
-I keep loving cold weather more than hot weather.
-Spotify is my best friend and gives me artist bestfriends everyday.
-It snowed almost everyday the first week of April! ! ! ! ! I was the happiest person living.
-I didn't eat veggies hardly and ate fruit everyday. (Except a lot of brussels)
-I have a new love for fried brussels sprouts. lil burnt baby lettuce heads? luvem.
-Listened to 5 audio books this month.
-Woke up every morning to the sun comin' in this glass window with beauty pines in it.
-Grace taught me about saying thank you.
-Milky Chance. Twiceyoung. I'm From Barcelona. Spirits of the Red City.
-Someone once told me I always look like I need to sneeze.
-I made so many gudguud playlists en Spudafly
-I only know of two sounds in the world that I can't stand. 3 if you count Mexican maracas.
-The birds taught me a song to write
-I learned I love the soundtrack of NachoLibre. Live him alone, he loves the orphans and a nun.
-Mary taught me about being genuine.
-I was reminded of my favourite kidbooks Corduroy and Amilia Bedilia.
-Besides Daniel makes me want to cry lots of times.
-Queso gives you sweet dreams. -Mr.B
-My dictionary told me about the Scablands, so now I want to go there one day.
-Sunday walks continue to be my favourite no matter where I am.
-I love driving big vehicles
-MatthewMayfield. Luke Sital-Singh. S Carey. Sun Kil Moon. Conor Oberst.
-Cappuccinos in the snow does wonders.
-If you're meant to hang, you're not gonna drown -Another from Mrs.B
-I learned about the beauty in people from the post office lady.
-Strawberries and grapes are a luscious garden in your mouth
-Harry Connick, Jr. Ryan Adams. The Perishers. Birdy. Little Image. The Lone Bellow
-I continue learning how to see pain of different levels.
-April is the month of poems.
-I learned so much more about Europe.
-Lessons with Luke every Friday taught me about adventure, a love for black grapes and thinking.
-I sent more mail this month than probably my whole life together. (20+ yall.wuuaaat)
-Words have meant a lot. Words have meant nothing. Words made me think.

Spending some nights by a crackin' fireplace and learning how to plan a trip around Europe, drinking mate all day long, random dance parties in the kitchen, blaring music so loud Luke screams for some tunin down.. "lilbrehhh we say. Dannceee". Organizing a whole house, every single cupboard, closets, room, and sock. CD's and DVD's for dayzyall. Those things are gonna be gone in no time. They are ready are. Except for the hidden closets of houses. Sharing life experience and outlook of it over a black island with hanging lights. Walks outside just to be in the cold. Wearing scarves because hotlands NC is getting closer. Hodrod and gang like to party. Sheep, ducks, and turtles in a Saturday.
Walking with two baes in a park for hours. Driving to the hill for the sunrise. The police that bid us goodmorning after a check on a punchbug. The trees that we gave names to. And muchmuch.
Its only a year in Michigan because I had all 4 seasons in one month.

Shakes the Greats

In honour of a great. On a day dedicated for it.

Shakespeare invented these words.
Laughable. Fashionable. Zany.
Advertising. Rant. Critical.
Hurry. Lonely, and Gloomy.

What lovely words he made. They are still used everyday in todays.
Plus more. But these are the favourites of mine.
I would love to invent a word that everyone uses in the future forevermore.
Everyone please read at least one book/sonnet/play of Shakespeare this year.
It will be good for you. You might learn something. Anything. Even if you learn that you don't like it.
But he has some good, funny, strange, hilarious, laughable, zany, lonely, and gloomy stuff.
I'm advertising for him right now. Its critical that you go read him, Hurry please do it.
Thanks. End of my rant.
PS. randoms from him may be as follows.

1. ----"Have more than thou showest, Speak less than thou knowest." -- King Lear
2. ----"Certain, men should be what they seem." – Othello
3. ---"Talking isn't doing. It is a kind of good deed to say well; and yet words are not deeds." -- Henry VII
4. ---- "Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, By fearing to attempt"
    -Measure for Measure- 
5. -----"Be patient, for the world is broad and wide." -- Romeo and Juliet-
6. ----- “All the world’s a stage,And all the men and women merely players:They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts.” —Jaques in As You Like It
7. -----"This above all: to thine ownself be true.And it must follow, as the night the day,
8.         Thou canst not then be false to any man.”—Polonius in Hamlet
9. ----He reads much,
        He is a great observer,
        and he looks quite through the deeds of men     -Julius Ceaser
10. ----Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice. 
11. Et tu, Brute? Then fall, Caesar! 

Fried Pride

Pride is an ugly thing.
Its probably the biggest thing thats ruining the world.
Pride does awful things to people.
Maybe we don't recognize it much.
But its the root of the majority of what we do or say.
People run their whole life off pride.
People ruin their whole life off pride.
Its all the same. Its us thinking of us.
How prideful of us.
How guilty I am of this terrible no good sickness.
Like as if the world will stop if you don't get your glory.
wooooawk neahp.
Haughty pride disgusts me.

purplepeople.

A lot of times I have t0o many questions about people and who they really are.
What are you even? Is there even a normal person in you that exists?
What is normal? There isn't even such a thing.
Naaaaabody is normal, and normal is in nobody.
If we know we're all so drastically different,
but still expecting the samesamesame outta everyone.
whutwhy. tellmepluse whywhywhy. I speak in three3threes.
I just want to know who the rip people are sometimes.
whattherip goes through their head to make them whom they are.
I also want to know that mostly about myself.
I'm probably not very normal more than anyone else I know.
Expectations ruin and build. People differ. Did you forget
worse or better
its all for naught or merit.

wurds or doins.

Don't tell me you're honest or serious.
I don't need you to talk
You don't need to say anything.
Its all revealed in what we do.
We do what we want.
We say what we want.
And most the time.
The saying doesn't match the doing.
So I may watch your lips move
I know that words are supposed to mean something
And I may pretend that I'm listening to the words come out
But really its like a silent movie.
Where you watch their lips move.
Well, in this silent movie. I've learned
Stop watching the subtitles.
And I don't read lips yet either.
So I've learned to watch what happens instead.
As for the words matching the doing or no.
If they come true, bless you chil
If they don't. Join the worl chil
But I don't really believe in them anyway
I stopped awhile ago,
I don't know when.
No, actually.
I haven't stopped completely.
Just with most people I have.
Just the world in general.
Actually I hate that too.
Because its such a confounded thing.
'pears as though everyone one day starts losing trust
and faith. in everyone and everything.
What a pitiful.awful.ugly world this can be.
What weak.dumb.prideful.arrogant humans we are.
such focus on the stupidities and failures and misunderstandings.
and such missing the realdeal in life and
the beauty of honest good smiles and tender people.
but they are here. The beautiful ones.
They are all around us.
They exist. and we are moronic to only focus on the fails of everything.
I have beautiful people in my life.
Really, indescribable is the only word. because it describes that they can't be described.
I know them. I have them tucked in my heart.
And they will never leave.
Even when we make the blunders of this usual life cause we're all absurd humans.
It makes me feel such awful sadness to realize though,
That it takes a while, or a long time, or forever, for everyone to tuck everyone
I wish it could be anyone.
I want to believe in everyone
and believe that everyone is beautiful
and everyone is yes. I think you can see something beautiful in all
but its terrible that its hidden so much, so long.
because now everyone believes its gone.

ps.I'm sorry to appear so changeful up'ndowntown.
    Its just. We're such conflicting people.
    We're beautiful. We're brutal.
It's all crazy. It's all false. It's all a dream. It's alright.

Captured

I love driving through the snow at night
its like the stars are flying strait into you
and the whole sky just fell onto earth
suffocating us with its enchanting peace.
Of white beautiful magic
and a sweet blissful silence
of snow.
When I grow up I just want to be snow

Insides forever.

If theres one thing fools ever taught us
It's that deep down we can't fool our own insides.
You might fool everyone else. (only you believe that)
But you're not foolin yourself.
well, you have to live with yourself forever.
so.

Tud days Ecstasy.

Today my brain was exploded by lots of new thoughts and old ones and all ones.

Like reading The Agony and the Ecstasy
about the whole life of Michelangelo.
I learned so much more about him. He was crazy. And amazing. 
Did you know he wanted to know how to sculpt the human body so badly 
that he had to know the insides. our insides of our human bodies. 
He dissected several, tons, millions, and billions, of people. persons. humans. and animals and, well I don't know if it was that many. But he was a sneaky lil teenage boy making anatomical studies on the corpses in the convents hospital.
He was dedicated to his desire to know. To understand his passion. To be best at what he lived for.
Heres this book quoted. In case you need to know very badly. Michelangelo is learning. 
"When he took off his next skull, he was astonished to think that men could be so different, when their brains looked and felt so much alike."
also. if you want a visual and a little gross, a little morbid a little.
"When he cut into the brain, it was very similar to cutting very soft cheese"
 And this was something that made me think today. I liked it a lot. 
Not because its all morbid. (cause he was a very strange fellow for this and gives me the creeps a little)
But also a lot of different reasons and none of them having to do with morbidity.
I like the first quote because he is thinking of the humans and complexities.
 The second is because it is describing our brains like cheese.
I have a lot more to say that this has made me think about. 
things beyond squishy soft cheese for brains (well maybe thats what some peoples really are)
But ask me about it instead.

More brain thought of today
My blonde friend Luke and I are riding along foreign Michigan roads. He is explaining to me the need men have to prove they don't need to stop and ask for directions. 
He had to do it today too, obviously. 
We had a good adventure of the extra almost hour getting lost route. I mean, I'm probably okay with getting lost and not asking for directions if any adventure comes from it. And really, you can make adventure anything. so wake up world.
Also we talk about eating healthy.
And crossed a dirty river
And suddenly my brain turned everyone into a river.
And we solved the mathematics about what river our body would be if we were a river. 

I did one of my hopetodo's. or wouldberockinToDo's
Driving a Bunchpuggy babe. yes. Isn't that on your wouldberockin list?
The usual red-hot-chili-peppers bug.
It is also a 5-speed. And I was also a very concentrated person finding directions in this unknown place called Michigan that I'm not from.
And well yeas, I left that life-hack break on. And maybe yeah, I stopped in the middle of the green light intersection figuring out that sucker was still on.
But hey, I was the one in the chili-pepper bug. yellow flower included and everything.
So I'm sure everyone didn't mind. It was like free TV in the middle of your traffic jam. Swag.

Also. It was April Fools today.
And I was very disappointed in the lack of imagination in this very foolish world we're a part of.
But, maybe everyone was just dressed up as fools for the holiday.
And they all fooled me.
Nahdude. That may be on an everyday basis.
But the point of today is to make it known. And mostly, everyone did a poorjob this year.
I always liked you April. I'm still a believer. Don't be fooled by the rest. They will come around.