Wednesday, July 27, 2016

We're not Them yet..

We're not them yet...

Everyone knows it. Everyone knows Them.
Everyone doesn't understand Them. Everyone doesn't like Them.
Everyone can't support Them.
Everyone still loves Them.
Everyone tries to learn from Them. Everyone sees the differences.
Everyone sees the what They should do instead.
Everyone learns from it.
Everyone hurts from it.
Everyone doesn't know how to deal it.
Everyone knows they're being hurt by Them but Everyone knows its not on purpose by Them.
Everyone hides it. Everyone stuffs it away,
Then hates it.
Then Everyone hates Them.
then Everyones blind to it.
Everyone is blind that they stopped loving Them.
then Everyones starting to do the same things.
Everyone does the same things as Them!
Them who Everyone watched their whole life!
Everyone knew it all.
Knew it all was coming.
Was it inevitable?
Is it the life itself?
Does this inevitably happen to Everyone?
Or is Everyone accepting it.
Because Everyone has seen Them their whole lives.
Everyone knew them.
Everyone didn't wanna be them.
But Everyone was hurt.
and Everyone didn't know what to do.
Everyone knew and still what.
And Everyone.
And Them.
And Everyone of Them.
Then Everyone becomes Them.

Are we Them yet?

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Idk what this rollerrollercoaster is.

I'm drowning inside.
I'm dying at the thought of everything.
I'm flying inside
I'm crying at the thought of everything.
the pain and disgrace of it all.
It all is this world
and its nonsense and nonsensical people
and its deep richness and its rich deepness of people
and the horrible horrendous things people are going through
and we're all the same
and we're all different
and we all ignore that theres a problem
and we're the problem
Where is everyone letting the beauty hide?
Why is everyone hiding it
People are beautiful and there is nothing like them.
But the unfathomable things everyone goes through everyday
is tearing them up and covering and taking over their lives
and sometimes its choice,
sometimes its without realizing it
sometimes we're born in the blindness of what we're living
cause its all we've known
but there is beauty
even though you hardly see it
I hardly see it
until I realize I'm blinding myself to it
or maybe this world is crazy and insane and its goodness is hardly visible
but I'm not just going to accept it
I'm not going to accept the stupidity that keeps messing up each others lives
Has everyone just accepted it and thats why they've become it?
Everyones a mess because of hurt and pain and stupidness
But what are you gonna do about it?
I can't do anything about you or about them.
So maybe I won't.
But I'm not going to just watch it either
and do nothing. and accept that this is the horrendous world I live in
yes its horrendous and I hate it and life is stupid and people are worse
so what. I realize that.
but do something to make it more beautiful and less worse
just quit it. and change it. and stop being it yourself.
I hate change and I love change
its the worst thing and the best thing
its the hardest thing and sometimes the easiest thing
its just usually the least desired
One minute I'm angry at the ugliness of everything
and the next I'm standing up for its beauty
what is liiifeee
who is it and why is it like this?
If you don't know.
Figure it out.
Stop just asking the questions.
Find the answers.