Quit foolin'

I despise myself for being a fake
I don't want to be fake to them for asking
they're asking because they were taught to
not usually because they want to
and I respond because I'm taught to
not usually because I want to
But I despise the faker
and I despise myself for fakin
but I do anyway
because they're not really asking
they're not really caring to know
they ask because they should
and maybe I just want them to want to ask
instead of askin because they should
but go ahead with everyone else
we all know how to play the same games
we all know its fake.
ask fake. respond fake.
and nobody changes.
and it all continues.
But sometimes I don't continue with you
Because words aren't always the answer.
And I might break down while eating a burrito Easter lunch with my sister
I might break because I hate words
and I hate that people use words because they don't know what else to do
stop using words fools.
but I learn to remember.
people are blind. and don't know what is what
And I might break because I think words are stupid so its the thing to do
and I'm tired of faking words to your fake words
and I might because life is unknown and I'm tired of the unknown sometimes