it was something funny
to get left sitting there by everybody else
Everyone got up and it was just me and you and the new one
and then you had to make small talk
(forced obviously)
i sat with my feet propped up across the row of empty seats
then i laughed inside and made talk even smaller just because I could
there was a little bit of knowing there I'm pretty damn sure
I knew that you knew
I could tell and you knew it
lo vi en ti por caso de tu risa tan obvio
its fine because it was kinda hilarious to me
seeing you be so uncomfortable
ni siquiera podrías esconderlo si quierias
talk so small of "how is life?"
And I make it about life from today only
and a "yeah sure" with a half chuckle that actually said no, but sure why not today, sureee
but like my casual self likes to do I just stare them straight and smile in the face
relishing in the moment of uncomfortable stiffness between these two timelines
its funny you see
dont you see
how the turn tables
it could have been sad and made me cry
thats another world and I can't be there anymore
instead it made me die inside
do i die of laughter?
or of sadness?
ha. what a moroniful moment to have
although the smallest part of me is still tender towards the sadness of it
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